As this weekend starts I will be 20 weeks on Sunday!! Which means Rylan Kent is halfway done. =) I can't wait for my sweet little man to be here! We had another ultrasound done on Tuesday, January 10, 2012. It was crazy to see how much he had grown in just 4 weeks. I was so in love with watching him sleeping in my belly. He wasn't very active this time, but the 2 nights before he had kept me up all night so looks like my little man has he's sleeping patterns backwards lol. He is still quiet the thumb sucker though, thank goodness he's mommy will be able to fix those teeth!! Rylan is now the size of a cantaloupe this week, measuring 6.5 inches and 10.5 ounces!! Everything checked out great with our little peanut, even though Dr. Chern said that he had 2 Choroid plexus cyst on his brain. Dr Chern reassured us that they almost always go away by the time he's 32 weeks, but after everything we've been through its hard not to get a little worried. I've read and researched everything, but at the end of that day I had given it all to God because I know its in his hands and I know that my baby is going to be just perfect to me either way. Since that night I haven't worried about him at all, every time I start to get upset about it he starts to go crazy like he's trying to tell me that he's gonna be ok. I still would like everyone to keep us in your prayers because they've all been working so far!!
I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas and New Year's! We had a wonderful Christmas, Rylan got so much stuff cant imagine what it will be like next year! He got tons of clothes, we got his nursery furniture, he got his first pair of Sperry's, we got a gift certificate for his newborn pictures (I'm so excited about this), we got a new camera to capture all of those kodax moments. We got Jason Aldean concert tickets, I got my sparkly blue Toms just for my little BOY!! We were so blessed this Christmas, and the thought of how special next year will be is just amazing! We spent New Years at the Liberty Bowl to watch Vandy play! We had an awesome time, even though they didn't come through with the win!! We got home around 10:30 p.m and spent midnight snoozing away!! We laughed the next morning because it was our first time to not stay up till midnight, and how different they would be for here on out but most definitely for the better!!
It's hard to believe that in just 5 months I will be holding my sweet angel for the first time ever! I'm so excited and so nervous all at the same time! I try to imagine what life will be like when he gets here and it brings tears to my eyes to think about the first time we see him. I wonder who he will look like, whose nose he will have, will he have hair, hopefully he wont have my ears lol. I just cant wait to see how Daniel and Rylan are together. Its got to be the best thing ever in life. It's crazy how much I love him already and everyone says it only gets stronger once you see him. I cant imagine it getting any stronger, I would give my life for him right now. I heard the song I Saw God Today by George Strait and carrying a child within me and it made me think how can anyone not believe in God. For something so tiny as a sperm and egg to create a baby that starts out the size of a poppy seed and grows into a little human on the inside of your belly, and to watch the miracle of life be born. I watched Madison Liggett be born and its one of the most amazing things in this world and you can just feel the presence of God in the room. It just blows my mind of how much of a miracle it is, and for there still be people who say he doesn't exist. I am proud to say I am a believer and that he is my savior.
The week leading up to finding out what Baby Hoolihan would be took forever, at least we had things to keep us busy in the mean time. The weekend before Daniel, Mom, Bill, Buddy, Chelsea and I all went to Gatlinburg, we all had a blast!Wednesday we had a doctor's appointment to see how everything was going with baby. Everything was great, heartbeat was perfect, more blood drawn, and got in trouble for loosing more weight! Finally Friday had gotten here, I couldn't sleep a wink that night so all I could do was lay in bed and think about how the next day was going to go, then I would pray that God had given us a healthy baby and I told him that I was laying my selfishness out of the way and knew that he had given Daniel and I what he knew we needed in our lives. 9:00 a.m. on Saturday, December 17, 2011 had finally arrived, Daniel and I were up and getting ready to leave. First we went an ate at Waffle House, which I could hardly eat anything because of my nerves. We pulled in the parking lot of Precious View in Bowling Green, Ky at 10:15 a.m. we walked in and fill out all the paperwork. The time had came for us to find out. She was getting ready to start and I had told her that I wanted to know if it had 10 fingers, 10 toes and most importantly that it was healthy, then she could tell me what it was. She began the ultrasound by letting us hear it's heartbeat and then she started moving it around and BAM there was Mr Rylan Kent Hoolihan's legs in the air so we could clearly see his manhood! There was no shame in his game! I told her well guess he wanted mommy to know who he was right off the bat! I began to cry as we watched our little man! I looked over at Daniel and he was beaming from ear to ear =) Our little guy was very wild at the beginning and had fallen asleep by the end. Words can not describe how blessed Daniel and I are to have found out that our little miracle baby was a boy and most importantly that he was perfect! I love him more than anything in this world and would give my life for him already! Once we had left I called my mom and she immediately said it's a boy I can tell by your voice! My Daddy was the next phone call, followed by my Granny Moma and on to let friends and the rest of the family know! From there Daniel and I went to Babies R Us to register for our little man. We bought him 2 sleepers that we will take to the hospital for Rylan to sleep in while we're there. Then we went to Daniel's sisters to let his family know what we were having! Daniel handed his daddy the ultrasound pictures with the top one being his manhood! They were so excited for us! Now the Hoolihan name will be carried on, what other way to make a father more proud! We want to thank everyone for their thoughts and prayers for us up until this point! We couldn't be more blessed to have each and every one of you in our lives! Mr Rylan Kent Hoolihan is so lucky to have you too! We go back to the doctor on January 10 for my dr's ultrasound!! So we get to see our little man again!! Hope everyone has a wonderful Merry Christmas and a very blessed New Year!!
Here is the link so everyone can watch our ultrasound video!! Hope you enjoy as much as we did =)
I am 13w6d prego! As my first trimester comes to an end, my sweet baby is the size of a peach!! It's head is now about half the size of his or her crown to rump length! It's intestines, which have been growing inside the umbilical cord, are now starting to move to their permanent home inside the abdomen. Also developing this week is its vocal cords( the better to cry with... soon!) My uterus is now the size of a grapefruit which is really starting to make me show!! I'm sure everyone already knows we find out what baby Hoolihan is on December 17, 2011. Which is 16 days, 16 hours, and 29 min away... but no body's counting! LOL I am so excited to find out, I feel like I can have a stronger bond with my sweet baby once I know that it's Mr. Rylan Kent Hoolihan or Miss Bristol Anzlee Hoolihan! I'm so excited to let everyone know as well, I've got a neat way to let our families know what baby is that evening. So, everyone will have to be on the look out for a post on facebook and pictures to come with the announcement!! Everyone just say a prayer that baby cooperates and wants us to find out that day!! We go to baby doctor the Wednesday before we find out what baby is! I'm excited to hear that sweet sweet sound again!
I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving and Black Friday shopping!!! I had a wonderful Thanksgiving, the food was amazing what a wonderful time to be pregnant! Daniel and I went shopping on Black Friday, we bought diapers and more diapers and I got a great deal on a pump! My parents bought us our baby furniture!!! I absolutely love it and can't wait for it to come in, so we can put it together!! I also put up the baby's tree in its room and then our family tree!! I love our trees and I think everyone else did too! Can't wait for the next update... stay tuned!
Today we got to hear the most amazing sound ever, our baby's heartbeat!! It was so touching and such a huge relief to hear the BEST sound on earth! Baby Hoolihan is doing great, which is such a blessing. I thank God everyday for my baby and pray that it's going to be healthy as can be. Daniel and I are so grateful for everyone's prayers along the way. You have no idea how much it means to us to know that our baby has little prayer warriors and that its loved by so many already!! Now the count down is on until we find out what baby Hoolihan will be!! I will be 18 weeks the week of Christmas and Im hoping Dr. Chern will let us find out that week and if not it will be the week after. How awesome would it be to get to know for out Christmas present! By the way I have an awesome gender revel for our families! =)
Thanksgiving is only 8 days away, and I am so ready to pig out on all of that yummy food oh yeah and spend time with our families. =) LOL what pregnant girl doesn't get excited about food! On another note I am so ready for Christmas. I hung my wreath tonight and on Sunday I had my wonderful hubby and step dad pull all of my Christmas stuff down from the attic!! Now all we have to do is get a REAL Christmas tree! I have finally talked my paranoid hubby into letting me have one, but he only says just this one year! I am still working on him letting me get a little tree this year for baby's room, but I'm use to getting my way so I'm sure we'll have one before to long! =) I love you Punkin!! Hope everyone has a wonderful holidays!!
Friday November 4, 2011 started my tenth week of pregnancy! I can't believe we've made it this far =). Baby Hoolihan is doing great and growing like a weed! As for me I'm doing great too, belly is getting bigger, boobs are getting huge (can we say ouch), belly is big and bruised (but completely worth it!), I'm still getting sick (on a good note not as often as the beginning). Sleep.. that's all I want to do now.
Sorry it's been a little while since I've wrote. I've been super busy the past couple of weeks. October 22, 2011 my little brother got married. Then Halloween weekend came and went, we spent Saturday morning at the Vandy game, then we headed to Trunk or Treat with the Hoolihan family, finally we went to a bonfire party with my family! A great weekend all together! This past weekend was Benton and Keyna's wedding. We have a craft show this weekend and then finally we go back to the doctor on November 16, 2011! I so can not wait to hear my sweet baby!!
8 weeks
Baby Hoolihan is the size of a prune and is getting bigger and bigger each day! This week baby has working arms joints, and its cartilage and bones are forming. It's vital organs are fully developed and they're starting to function. It's fingernails and hair are starting to appear ( hope all this heartburn pays off), and it's swallowing and kicking up a storm! It's about 1.2 inches long and weighs about 1.4 ounces. It's body length will almost double in the next three weeks!
Thanks everyone for keeping me and my little peanut in your prayers! The power of prayer is amazing, so please continue to keep them coming!! God has been so good to us!! Each morning on my way to work I talk to God and thank him so very much for giving me another opportunity to have another sweet miracle baby, and pray that I am blessed to have a healthy baby! I will continue to keep everyone updated on us!! Cant wait to share that sweet galloping horse sound with everyone in 8 days!!!
As of now I'm sure the world knows that Daniel and I are expecting a little bundle of joy June 4, 2012. We are so excited its unbelievable!! On September 30, 2011 (the day after my b-day and the due date of my first little one) I went to my regular doctor to have my thyroid checked and to my surprise we found out we were pregnant. I was very scared because I had been taking diet pills for about 3 weeks and they are very bad for a baby. We went to Dr. Chern my OB doctor that next Monday to confirm that we really were having a little one. He assurred us that everything was going to be ok with baby and with me. He wanted to see us back in 2 weeks for an ultrasound. He wrote me my script for my shots and sent us on our way. I leave the doctors office and head to Wal Mart pharmacy to get my shots filled. Once they are filled and ready for me to pick them up I get a huge shock, they were $7.00 a month instead of being $180.00 a week like before. I immediately starting crying and the lady checking me out said are you ok and I began to tell her she had no idea of how much of a blessing this was for me, considering I would have to be on them the whole pregnancy. She told me that God worked in mysterious ways and I told her that I can attest to that. And here is where all of our blessings started, The Sunday before we found out I had found a four leaf clover and thought to myself I am in need of some good luck. and then finding out that we had been given another opportunity to start our family, then my shots only costing $7.00 a month. I knew with all of these things that had happened there was no way this baby wasn't meant to be! I knew God was behind all of this and he was showing me that faith really is trusting in his timing. A lesson I had to learn the hard way, but so worth the wait. The next 2 weeks seem to drag by.
Finally the time had arrived for us to go back to the doctor. I tossed and turned all night long just thinking of how this appointment was going to go. Daniel and I get up and get ready to head out to the doctor this morning. We get there extra early just hoping that they would go ahead and get us back. We check in and they tell us she is getting the ultrasound room warmed up for us and she would get us back as soon as it was warm enough. She takes us back and gets us ready for Dr. Chern to come in. It seems like its taking forever for him to come in the room and finally he knocks on the door and gets everything ready. The time has came for us to finally see our little peanut. He starts moving the thing around trying to find it and at first I didn't see anything but a sack again and finally I look up and see my little miracles heart beating away!! It took my breath away and I immediately began to cry. I couldn't believe that I actually had a little one inside me and all of my dreams were coming true. Daniel came up by me and rubbed my leg and told me everything was going to be ok. My little one is measuring 7weeks and 6 days and puts its due date June 4, 2012. Its little heartbeat is beating away at a rate of 137-140. So I'm thinking its a little BOY, but I will be blessed with whatever God has in store for us. Our next baby doctor appointment is November 16, at that time we will be able to hear little bits heartbeat!!
Everyone please keep all of us in your prayers and I will keep everyone updated! I plan on blogging once a week up until baby's arrival. I'm also going to be starting a blog for the baby where I write it a letter every week until baby gets here, then it will go to once a month until my little is one and then once a year until my little one is all grown up. And one day I will let my little read all of its letters mommy and daddy have written throughout the years. Once again thank you all for your kind words and prayers along the way and please keep them coming because they have been working!!
I know its been forever since I've written about my journey. I've had lots of things change for the bad and good since my last post. As most of you already know we found out the week before Daniel and my 1 year anniversary, that we had no baby in the sack and that I had a D&C done on May 11, 2011. To say the least that was one of the hardest but rewarding things I had done. After all this took place we found out that Daniel and I are compatible to have children together, God just has other things in mind for us now. We also found out that the sack baby would've been in was perfect too.
On another note I've changed jobs from one orthodontist to another. I now work for Drobocky Orthodontics in Bowling Green, Ky. My new job isn't as stressful as my last and I'm really enjoying it. It's a little closer to home, which is nice!! After I started here a girl I work with had gotten pregnant, then found out that her baby had no heartbeat. I feel like God put me in the place at the right time to help her get through her toughest times. I was her shoulder to cry on. In my case I never got to see a baby or to even know there was a baby, all I has were sacks. So, from my stand point I think its easier to know I never really had a child in me, but either way its tough.
Now that time has past it gets easier.. well some days it is, but the closer I get to the due dates it really tugs at my heart strings. Everyone tries to make light of it all by saying .." It will happen one day, just give it time." or " God knows whats best and that baby would've had lots of problems, so you're better off now" No one really knows the right things to say until you've went through it, even then you don't really have the right words to say. I guess what is so hard is no one really understanding how much heartache and pain you go through within yourself. Not even my husband who has lost the same baby understands how hard it is on me. I'm thankful I have a friend who went through one the same time as my first one who has been there whenever I'm feeling down or just need someone to talk to. Thank you Brittany for being there!! Alot of people have told me that I have an amazing faith in God. In my darkest moments I don't see how I get through them, but I know that God has a plan for me and I know he has great things in store for us. So all i can do now is have faith that one day I'm gonna have the chance to hold my sweet miracle baby and know then in that moment it was all worth all of the heartbreak I had to go through.
At my work we do a morning meeting everyday, and each day someone gives a quote at the end. This past Tuesday was my turn and my quote was..."when the world says "Give up" hope whispers "Try one more time" I feel like that fit me perfectly, After 3 miscarriages you would think I would give up, but God whispers to me don't give up I've got great things in store for you. So now that 3 months have past, it is finally time to start trying again. So, everyone please continue to keep us in your prayers as we being this journey again. Once we find out that everything is fine and baby is healthy we will spill the beans to everyone!!!
Here are some bible verses that helped me get through. Enjoy!!!
Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
Philippians 4:6-7
Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything; tell God your needs, and don't forget to thank Him for His answers. If you do this, you will experience God's peace, which is far more wonderful than the human mind can understand. His peace will keep your thoughts and your hearts quiet and at rest as you trust in Christ.
Somehow I stumbled upon this song and it gave me peace to know this is what my babies would say if I really could see him.
Wife, Daughter. Grandaughter. Sister. Best Friend. Lover. Laugher. Believer.
My name is Miranda Dawn Dixon-Hoolihan. I married my best friend, Daniel, on May 8, 2010. I have 2 fur babies a dog named Carter Kent which is a mini winnie dog and a cat named Patches, Im an orthodontic assistant and love putting braces on smiling faces=) We go to church at Long Hollow Baptist Church. I love Jesus Christ with all my heart! I cant wait to be a mother and enjoy the miracle of life. And my dream as a child is finally coming true as I will bring my sweet little man into this world June 4, 2012.
