Just A Little Pick Me Up

So I heard this song on the way to work one day last week and it reminded me of my little ones in heaven. As almost 2 weeks have past since my last miscarriage its getting easier to make through the day without crying or it always being on my mind. God's working his magic in those areas. Me and Daniel are going back to the doctor on Tuesday, March 22 to have my follow up and to start running all of the test to try and find out whats going on to cause my miscarriages. I'm nervous to find out the results, but excited to begin trying again. This is something Ive wanted for a while now and hoping that I get the chance to be a mommy and Daniel to be a daddy. As all this has happened Ive had problems with going in the room that's going to be baby's, being around baby stuff, and just the thought that I will never get to be a mommy to a little that Ive been able to carry. I know God knows best and that everything will work out in the end. Ive just got to sit back and let it all happen on his time not on mine. I guess that's one of the hardest things about this whole experience is learning to have patience, when Ive never been to good with that!! My moma has been saying I can control alot of things in life, but the good Lord above is showing me that this is one thing in life I can't be in control of.

Ive had a good weekend considering the weather is so nasty. Friday I spent the day with a friend at work and her little girl. Today Daniel and I went and got our hair done, then went and got me a new laptop (because mine died after 7 years). I am absolutely loving it =) Tomorrow we've got church and then the Hoolihan gang coming over for lunch. Then back to work on Monday! Hope everyone is having a wonderful weekend, and I will update after we've had our test ran.